[She bites her bottom lip and is quiet for a moment.]
Dying. I hadn't even known that Scott went through that. Scott fluxing out
and going back home. Thomas not keeping his promise even though I know deep
down he always will. My aunt. What's possibly happening to my dad back
home. I can't even go see him. I can watch him from a distance, but... I
can't see him.
I've already stayed here past that certain time and renewed the contract. I
can't go back. I won't put anyone there through that heartbreak. I won't be
that martyr. Besides... if I went back now my dad might...
My family is a family of hunters, Glimmer. Normally if one of us is going
to turn or about to turn we're meant to take our own life. Because we're
hunters. Not the very thing that we hunt. I know I changed the Code
before I got here, but I don't know how he'd take to me being a werewolf.
If he's like you, I don't think he'd hurt you. Everyone I've met from your world, they're different than what I'm used to. My parents...I can see them putting me down if they felt it was needed.
My mother was vicious, Glimmer. She loved me but she was a vicious woman.
And my dad... he's lost too much. I'm not sure he'd be the same man. Maybe
some day I'll have to take you to my world or a version of it, so you can
at least see him. Pretty sure he's not too happy. Last time I was there, I
stole his jacket.
[It held his scent and that's what mattered to her.]
We used to have the Code Nous chassons ceux qui nous chassent. We hunt
those who hunt us. However, I changed it.
[We're sure by video alone Glimmer can tell just how well Allison's french
is.]
Nous protégeons ceux qui ne peuvent pas se protéger. Which is we protect
those who cannot protect themselves. I figured it was time that the
Argent's had a new Code to live by.
Because I was the only thing my dad had. If he doesn't have me then he'd
probably find other Hunters to stick with. And their Code might take him
back some.
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They don't matter anymore. What matters is family now and they're not in that category anymore. You are more than strong enough to take them on now.
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I know, it's like they're still in my head though. Sometimes I still have nightmares...memories, and I want to see if I finally made them happy.
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We all have nightmares.
[She bites her bottom lip.]
Even me. Dying does that though.
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[She bites her bottom lip and is quiet for a moment.]
Dying. I hadn't even known that Scott went through that. Scott fluxing out and going back home. Thomas not keeping his promise even though I know deep down he always will. My aunt. What's possibly happening to my dad back home. I can't even go see him. I can watch him from a distance, but... I can't see him.
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Because in my world... if I were to go back, it'd be to a war. One where I die. Where Scott and everyone there loses me.
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I've already stayed here past that certain time and renewed the contract. I can't go back. I won't put anyone there through that heartbreak. I won't be that martyr. Besides... if I went back now my dad might...
[She frowns.]
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[She furrows her brow.]
Might what?
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My family is a family of hunters, Glimmer. Normally if one of us is going to turn or about to turn we're meant to take our own life. Because we're hunters. Not the very thing that we hunt. I know I changed the Code before I got here, but I don't know how he'd take to me being a werewolf.
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I think yours might be different though.
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My mother was vicious, Glimmer. She loved me but she was a vicious woman. And my dad... he's lost too much. I'm not sure he'd be the same man. Maybe some day I'll have to take you to my world or a version of it, so you can at least see him. Pretty sure he's not too happy. Last time I was there, I stole his jacket.
[It held his scent and that's what mattered to her.]
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[Anyone else she'd defend herself, but she wasn't sure she could raise a hand against someone Allison clearly loved.]
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Not with the Code that we have, no. I don't think I've ever mentioned the Code to you, have I?
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We used to have the Code Nous chassons ceux qui nous chassent. We hunt those who hunt us. However, I changed it.
[We're sure by video alone Glimmer can tell just how well Allison's french is.]
Nous protégeons ceux qui ne peuvent pas se protéger. Which is we protect those who cannot protect themselves. I figured it was time that the Argent's had a new Code to live by.
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Because I was the only thing my dad had. If he doesn't have me then he'd probably find other Hunters to stick with. And their Code might take him back some.
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Glimmer, for him... I'm dead. So I can't let him see me.