MAL

[ichoosegood]

Leave it.

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3/13

[ichoosegood]

With Ben, I...just knew after a bit. Tell me more though. You deserve to be happy, Harry.

[hooked_daydream]

Well, she's the first thing I think about when I wake up...and I want to spend all day with her. I'd rather sleep beside her than alone.

She's funny, she makes me want to try new things...to maybe..be better?

Does that make sense? I know I'm not usually one for this sort of thing...it's terrifying.

[The fact he feels okay saying this to her should clue her in to just how turned around he's feeling after meeting Gwen.]

[ichoosegood]

It makes total sense. Ben made me want to be better too. It really sounds like you could be falling for her, Harry.

[hooked_daydream]

[It's obvious he's nervous and unsure and he clears his throat a few times before he speaks again. Voice quiet and slightly uncertain.]

Is it always so terrifying?

[ichoosegood]

Yes. Honestly, I'm terrified all the time that Ben will realize he can do so much better. That I'm not the girl he wants me to be.

But...it's worth it for love.

[hooked_daydream]

Is it though? Really?

Do we even deserve it?

[ichoosegood]

I ask myself that too.

[hooked_daydream]

So I shouldn't call it off?

[ichoosegood]

You deserve to be happy, Harry. As much as anyone else does. We are not our parents.

[hooked_daydream]

Sometimes it doesn't feel that way.

[ichoosegood]

I know, trust me. But if you like this girl then you should go for it.

[hooked_daydream]

Thanks, Mal.

[ichoosegood]

Of course, Harry.