[She grins a little, feeling that she did good even through the TC.]
You two made me feel loved in a way I've rarely felt. Like no matter what, you'll be there for me and not hurt me for the hell of it.
[She suddenly laughs, truly amused at the thought she had.]
I wish Haymitch were here. He tried to help but I'd like to see his face to tell him getting bit by a werewolf was the best thing that's ever happened to me.
[She bites her bottom lip and is quiet for a moment.]
Dying. I hadn't even known that Scott went through that. Scott fluxing out
and going back home. Thomas not keeping his promise even though I know deep
down he always will. My aunt. What's possibly happening to my dad back
home. I can't even go see him. I can watch him from a distance, but... I
can't see him.
I've already stayed here past that certain time and renewed the contract. I
can't go back. I won't put anyone there through that heartbreak. I won't be
that martyr. Besides... if I went back now my dad might...
My family is a family of hunters, Glimmer. Normally if one of us is going
to turn or about to turn we're meant to take our own life. Because we're
hunters. Not the very thing that we hunt. I know I changed the Code
before I got here, but I don't know how he'd take to me being a werewolf.
If he's like you, I don't think he'd hurt you. Everyone I've met from your world, they're different than what I'm used to. My parents...I can see them putting me down if they felt it was needed.
My mother was vicious, Glimmer. She loved me but she was a vicious woman.
And my dad... he's lost too much. I'm not sure he'd be the same man. Maybe
some day I'll have to take you to my world or a version of it, so you can
at least see him. Pretty sure he's not too happy. Last time I was there, I
stole his jacket.
[It held his scent and that's what mattered to her.]
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Peter would have to go through all of us to get to Scott.
[However, the next part... Allison can't help but smile over.]
We're in the same boat then. I don't let those I love and care about die either.
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[She lets her claws recede and smiles, it's a genuine smile.]
Just as long as you don't get yourself killed in the process.
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[She grins a little, feeling that she did good even through the TC.]
You two made me feel loved in a way I've rarely felt. Like no matter what, you'll be there for me and not hurt me for the hell of it.
[She suddenly laughs, truly amused at the thought she had.]
I wish Haymitch were here. He tried to help but I'd like to see his face to tell him getting bit by a werewolf was the best thing that's ever happened to me.
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[She can't help but let her smile widen at the thought. That she helped Glimmer. That Scott had. They both had.]
Is he one of the good ones at least?
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As long as he's the good ones. Because I already told you what would happen if any of the bad ones came in.
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[Her smile fell a little.] I want to see if my mentors would be proud of me.
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Why? What matters is if YOU'RE proud of you. Not if those pieces of shit are.
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[She extended her claws clenching her hands.]
I want to know if I'm strong enough for them now.
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They don't matter anymore. What matters is family now and they're not in that category anymore. You are more than strong enough to take them on now.
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I know, it's like they're still in my head though. Sometimes I still have nightmares...memories, and I want to see if I finally made them happy.
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We all have nightmares.
[She bites her bottom lip.]
Even me. Dying does that though.
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[She bites her bottom lip and is quiet for a moment.]
Dying. I hadn't even known that Scott went through that. Scott fluxing out and going back home. Thomas not keeping his promise even though I know deep down he always will. My aunt. What's possibly happening to my dad back home. I can't even go see him. I can watch him from a distance, but... I can't see him.
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Because in my world... if I were to go back, it'd be to a war. One where I die. Where Scott and everyone there loses me.
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I've already stayed here past that certain time and renewed the contract. I can't go back. I won't put anyone there through that heartbreak. I won't be that martyr. Besides... if I went back now my dad might...
[She frowns.]
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[She furrows her brow.]
Might what?
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My family is a family of hunters, Glimmer. Normally if one of us is going to turn or about to turn we're meant to take our own life. Because we're hunters. Not the very thing that we hunt. I know I changed the Code before I got here, but I don't know how he'd take to me being a werewolf.
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I think yours might be different though.
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My mother was vicious, Glimmer. She loved me but she was a vicious woman. And my dad... he's lost too much. I'm not sure he'd be the same man. Maybe some day I'll have to take you to my world or a version of it, so you can at least see him. Pretty sure he's not too happy. Last time I was there, I stole his jacket.
[It held his scent and that's what mattered to her.]
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[Anyone else she'd defend herself, but she wasn't sure she could raise a hand against someone Allison clearly loved.]
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Not with the Code that we have, no. I don't think I've ever mentioned the Code to you, have I?
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