[Arms? Right around Oswald as tightly as he can without it being uncomfortable for the other man.
He...is not going to mention anything regarding Gertrud and Oswald's stint as mayor. Of course he isn't. Silence is obviously agreement, and there's nothing else to it.]
I'm not sure how it's my doing, you know. You are a good son, and you're the one who impressed that woman.
[The wine bottle got awkwardly moved out from between them and allowed to drop off the side of the bed behind Ed's back where it landed on the floor with a dull thud. Os didn't care about it so much any more.]
If I didn't have you, I wouldn't have felt secure in making that offer. And if you'd been against it, I wouldn't have gone through with it. That's not to say I wouldn't have understood had you objected. And I wouldn't have been upset. It would have just made finding the right place for my mother take longer.
You made it possible for this to happen so quickly. It's as much my worthiness as it is you understanding the only personal thing about the whole deal was my mother's care.
[There are a lot of things that he could say in response to any of this, very few things that he should say, of course. And it takes him a while to think of exactly what to say.]
I don't...often feel perfect. [There were, he thinks, times in his life where he did or at least felt worth something.] I wasn't improving much after...well. Before you arrived. Not really. If anything, I think it was getting worse. But you've been patient and helpful and...if I am...that, it's because of you.
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He...is not going to mention anything regarding Gertrud and Oswald's stint as mayor. Of course he isn't. Silence is obviously agreement, and there's nothing else to it.]
I'm not sure how it's my doing, you know. You are a good son, and you're the one who impressed that woman.
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If I didn't have you, I wouldn't have felt secure in making that offer. And if you'd been against it, I wouldn't have gone through with it. That's not to say I wouldn't have understood had you objected. And I wouldn't have been upset. It would have just made finding the right place for my mother take longer.
You made it possible for this to happen so quickly. It's as much my worthiness as it is you understanding the only personal thing about the whole deal was my mother's care.
You're just... so perfect, you know?
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I don't...often feel perfect. [There were, he thinks, times in his life where he did or at least felt worth something.] I wasn't improving much after...well. Before you arrived. Not really. If anything, I think it was getting worse. But you've been patient and helpful and...if I am...that, it's because of you.