Glimmer, look, Scott wants you because you're YOU. Because you're a strong
independent person. Because you will do anything to help your friends and
your pack. And don't even get me started on Chen because we won't go
there.
[It's a good thing Chen wasn't there or she'd get in trouble for putting an
arrow through him. Or her claws.]
For all he knows I'd let the whole pack die. It'd what everyone else thinks so why shouldn't he.
As for Chen, he was right. I had been naive when I thought he'd loved me, something he made sure I knew when he told me I was just a bargain fuck.
[She wasn't sure what brought yo this mindset, but perhaps she was just preparing herself so it wouldn't hurt when Scott told her he had no place for her.]
Everyone turns me away when they realize I can't be what they want. I thought I could do it, but when Hester pushed my buttons, I just...I couldn't stop myself.
[She tried to be nicer, but she always seemed to snap without realizing it. Not until someone called her on it.]
I wouldn't let you die. ...And I'd try to help his friends. It doesn't make me a good person though, just selfish.
You don't realize how much it says that you wouldn't let any of us die,
Glimmer. Also, stop treating us like we're the son of a bitches from your
world that will have their throats ripped out and fed to them. No one is
going to turn you away.
...I was talking with Silas before and I didn't realize how scared I was until the first time I thought I was losing the pack. It was when I had that client I blacklisted...I had been okay with the thought of dying.
[The act she's opening up to Allison about something she'd only spoke to Silas about spoke volumes.]
I didn't trust any of you initially...couldn't. Even if I could've though, Peter wouldn't have approved. That thought stayed even after he fluxed and didn't start to leave until Scott said he'd take me into his pack.
See, I know Peter. Had it been the older version of him, then he'd
of been scary. If he comes back though he doesn't get you back. I can tell
you that now. I won't let it and neither would Scott.
I don't think I'd want to go back to him, no matter what he did to me.
[It did cause a flutter in her chest to hear Allison wouldn't let Peter get her back though. She knew eventually Peter would want her to attack Scott and she would sooner let Peter beat her than do that.]
I wouldn't let him kill Scott. Everything he's done for me...Peter would have to go through me.
[Glimmer takes a deep breath, ready to say something she's only said a few times in her life. That she loves Scott. Not romantically, but love all the same.]
I don't let people I love die without trying to help.
[She grins a little, feeling that she did good even through the TC.]
You two made me feel loved in a way I've rarely felt. Like no matter what, you'll be there for me and not hurt me for the hell of it.
[She suddenly laughs, truly amused at the thought she had.]
I wish Haymitch were here. He tried to help but I'd like to see his face to tell him getting bit by a werewolf was the best thing that's ever happened to me.
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Glimmer, look, Scott wants you because you're YOU. Because you're a strong independent person. Because you will do anything to help your friends and your pack. And don't even get me started on Chen because we won't go there.
[It's a good thing Chen wasn't there or she'd get in trouble for putting an arrow through him. Or her claws.]
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As for Chen, he was right. I had been naive when I thought he'd loved me, something he made sure I knew when he told me I was just a bargain fuck.
[She wasn't sure what brought yo this mindset, but perhaps she was just preparing herself so it wouldn't hurt when Scott told her he had no place for her.]
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Glimmer, stop it. Just stop. You don't know Scott like I do. I love you like a sister, but you need to stop this. Scott isn't going to turn you away.
[She takes a deep breath.]
If something happened here in New Dodge would you let me die? Would you let Scott's friends die?
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[She tried to be nicer, but she always seemed to snap without realizing it. Not until someone called her on it.]
I wouldn't let you die. ...And I'd try to help his friends. It doesn't make me a good person though, just selfish.
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You don't realize how much it says that you wouldn't let any of us die, Glimmer. Also, stop treating us like we're the son of a bitches from your world that will have their throats ripped out and fed to them. No one is going to turn you away.
[Definitely not Allison, at any rate.]
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...I was talking with Silas before and I didn't realize how scared I was until the first time I thought I was losing the pack. It was when I had that client I blacklisted...I had been okay with the thought of dying.
[The act she's opening up to Allison about something she'd only spoke to Silas about spoke volumes.]
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You're never going to be alone. Not now or ever. Nor would I let you die. Though I'm glad there's someone out there you're talking to.
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[She wouldn't say love, not when she wasn't sure that was what she felt for him.]
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Has to be a bit more than that if you can open up to him easily.
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He wanted me to get help, but I can't trust a stranger like that.
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You could've asked any one of us, Glimmer. We would've helped you.
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It doesn't matter what in the hell Peter would've done. You still could've come to us and we would've helped.
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See, I know Peter. Had it been the older version of him, then he'd of been scary. If he comes back though he doesn't get you back. I can tell you that now. I won't let it and neither would Scott.
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[It did cause a flutter in her chest to hear Allison wouldn't let Peter get her back though. She knew eventually Peter would want her to attack Scott and she would sooner let Peter beat her than do that.]
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[Allison's claws come out and the video shows them rather nicely.]
He'd have to deal with these right here, my bow and the bone spikes. I'd rip him apart.
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I know why he turned me and the others, to have a pack to compete with and challenge Scott. I'd never fight him though, not now.
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He doesn't want to challenge Scott. He wants to kill him and take his alpha status. Peter is... hungry for power. Always has been that I know of.
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[Glimmer takes a deep breath, ready to say something she's only said a few times in her life. That she loves Scott. Not romantically, but love all the same.]
I don't let people I love die without trying to help.
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Peter would have to go through all of us to get to Scott.
[However, the next part... Allison can't help but smile over.]
We're in the same boat then. I don't let those I love and care about die either.
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[She lets her claws recede and smiles, it's a genuine smile.]
Just as long as you don't get yourself killed in the process.
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[She grins a little, feeling that she did good even through the TC.]
You two made me feel loved in a way I've rarely felt. Like no matter what, you'll be there for me and not hurt me for the hell of it.
[She suddenly laughs, truly amused at the thought she had.]
I wish Haymitch were here. He tried to help but I'd like to see his face to tell him getting bit by a werewolf was the best thing that's ever happened to me.
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